it's me BONSAII

Subject: it's me BONSAII Sun Jul 26, 2009 8:35 pm

Hey there fellow forumers!!

I'ts been a while since i got back in PESOS

we have different lives now,
and it's good for me to share some important details in my life on you guys!!
since you've been a part of me for almost two years now..

I know not all the time that we're together was fun,
there are times that we fight, have misunderstandings, jealousy, and a lot more..
but still we're intact..

In time i'll share everything to you guys,
when i'm ready..
And I hope you'll enjoy reading my blog next time..

xoxo,

BONSAII

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Tue Jul 28, 2009 4:23 pm

yes i'm bothered..

i don't really know whats wrong with me nowadays..
i've been a childish wife..
is it because i'm pregnant??
or just jealous because my husband was prioritizing anything else??

i'm bored,
i want to explore something else just like what i do the time that i am single..
i miss my single life..(sigh)

the gimmiks, parties, drinking with friends, walang katapusang gala, sleepovers, kumain ng sang katerbang pancit canton!!

i miss the house of dady phapx, ung sala, ung computer, ung kwarto, at ung favorite kong electric fan, pati na rin ung banyo na my malamig na tubig..hahaha

miss ko na tumambay sa skating rink sa gamol kasama ung mga pasaway na mga tao dun..

it's been a long time since the last time i did such kind of things..

it was so hard to be who i am now..

BONSAII

Guest

asan knb neun rainne...?

misyuuu X[

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Wed Jul 29, 2009 9:05 pm

nsa ibang planeta
pa ko gayle..hahaha

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Wed Jul 29, 2009 9:16 pm

feel so alone..

woooosh!!!!

the day had pass and doing nothing..
tambay sa house ng tito ko./
kumain
manood ng tv.
kumain
matulog
magtxt ng magtxt (gang mapudpod na un daliri)
i had my nails done..
like flower ung design..haha

and at this moment,
eto tamang online lng para my magawang matino..

(sigh)

I am single again,,
happy yet sad..

does it matters to you??

bounce

ISTROBERI GALORE

Guest

raine rainne raine rainne..

naalala ku sa globe chap dti..

db kulet naten dun nuh?

X] mis those tyms. ayiii Very Happy

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Wed Jul 29, 2009 10:48 pm

Ingatan si Bebi ha! Ung pink jan
itabi mo na. Haha. IMY sis. Razz

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Thu Jul 30, 2009 7:51 pm

*sissy: of course i will..*
*gayle; oo nga miss ko na nga rin ung mga dating members ng globe chap.. lalo na ang thursday group..
hahaha

awooooohh!!!

it's time to post my new blog again..

i woke up late,
and i'm craving for strawberry flavored pancake,
so i've decided to go to greenhills late this morning..
together with my cousins and driver..

on our way, we dropped by the market to buy japanese sweetcorn,
and as we went out the car,
people keep on staring at me
and i'm wondering why..

all of a sudden my cousin is laughing at me
saying..

"anu ba naman yang suot mo ate nkakasilaw tpos di ka man lang nag suklay"

guess what!

i'm wearing a yellow spongebob pair of pajamas and a yellow spongebob slippers..

hahahahah

nakakatawa..

so we went on atgreenhills wearing the same clothes and eat..

after that we went to pasig at my friend's house
but when they saw me everybody was laughing at me..

then i went to soldiers hill at my aunt's house for a visit..
they keep on touching my tummy..
i'm glad they like it..

i don't know what to feel at that moment because the other members of our family accepted me and my incoming baby..

the house was full of laughter and lots of stories..

pagod na ko next time nlang ulit..hahaha

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Thu Jul 30, 2009 9:07 pm

guys who have responsibilities to their girls often prioritize work or other girls.
geezz...

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Sun Aug 02, 2009 7:18 pm

Nasa Tugue ka? Daya, dapat may
date tayo nila Tishy at Vanene on
monday diba! Hmp. Geh, there are
more next times pa naman. Very Happy

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Tue Aug 04, 2009 2:58 pm

gosh!!

i've been happy for this past few weeks, but now i don't know what to feel.. it's really terrible, i feel so alone. god gave me my happiness and that's my husband, he makes me feel secure, special, loved, adored, and respected.. everything seems so great and settled especially when we heared the good news.. it's when the doctor told us that i'm already 7weeks pregnant.. the news came a week before we get married.. this baby was really unexpected but we accept this with our arms wide open.. but now the one who will complete our family was gone in just a glimpse of an eyes.. i don't know how to exlain guys!!

i'm in pain now..
tears kept on coming out my eyes.. this feelings will kill me coz until now i still cant believe what just had happened to me, to us..

it hurts me more coz i don't even know the gender of my angel,
all my dreams just shattered into million pieces,,
pain pain pain that's the only thing i can feel right now..
while doing this blog i can't help but cry..
more tears are pouring on my eyes..

my angel don't deserve a mom like me..
last night i dreamt of a baby girl,
calling my name and asking for help,
she was shouting, left alone in a dark place,
with no one to help,
no one to comfort,
no one to see but darkness,
no one to guide her..

she never get the chance to:

see the surroundings,
smile
laugh
cry
run around the house
love and be loved
be hurt
celebrate holidays with her family
celebrate special days
enjoy life
and
anything happy or sad
situations..

i still can't believe it happen to me this soon..
why is god so unfair to me???
that's the only question i'm asking now..

depression, depression, depression, depression

that's what i feel..

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Wed Aug 05, 2009 7:42 pm

ViSiT THiS SiTE!!!
Like a Star @ heaven

answer the poll

https://pesos.forumotion.net/blogs-f3/happy-couples-never-last-t260.htm

thankssss!!!
drunken

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Thu Aug 06, 2009 9:30 pm

padaan pu ..

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Fri Aug 14, 2009 5:31 pm

Guys, Aian here.

We are in great need of everyone's help!
Please have time to read the following topics:

THE PESOS FORUM MEETING
https://pesos.forumotion.net/announcements-f2/the-pesos-forum-meeting-talk-about-different-agendas-here-t283.htm

BEFORE YOU MAKE A MOVE (From Kuya Chico)
https://pesos.forumotion.net/announcements-f2/before-you-make-a-move-t294.htm

Please feel free to post your comments and suggestions in the PESOS FORUM MEETING topic to resolve agendas.

Thank you for you cooperation.

~Aian
coffee monster!

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Sat Aug 15, 2009 1:08 pm

oi oi oi... misyu na rainne... asan ka na ba?? happy ba?? congratsss... mua Very Happy

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Sat Aug 15, 2009 4:52 pm

Please visit this important announcement regarding the PESOS Official Chapters.
Kailangan na po namin to asap. All we need is your cooperation. TY. Very Happy

https://pesos.forumotion.net/groups-clans-f10/pesos-official-chapters-places-t300.htm

~ KC

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Wed Aug 19, 2009 1:52 pm

ATE ?

poaha !

ate pa nga ba ?
oo nman ..
npdaan ln ho ako sa journal mo ..

kase namimiss na kita !
oo .. namimiss na nga kita ..
walang halong kplastikan ..
HAHAHA !

kase tpos na tayo sa tagpong yun ng mga buhay nten ..
HAHAHA !

BASTA !
know yer happy na ..
soo ingat lage aa ?
Very Happy

muapx ..
imy en ily ate yow !
Very Happy

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Tue Sep 08, 2009 12:51 pm

.padaan sa pinakamamahal kong mami rainne.

.mizz na kita.

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Tue Sep 08, 2009 10:03 pm

Ai nako sissy, miss na kita. Sad

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Fri Sep 18, 2009 3:36 pm

walang magawa dito sa probinsya!!
puro bundok at bukid nakikita ko..

hahahahah

Guest

misyuu.

tara coke float na XD XD XD

it's me BONSAII Icon_rolleyes

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Wed Sep 23, 2009 3:45 pm

WEEEEHHH!!!

kakatapos ko lang maglaba

ng SANGKATUTAK!!

hmmmm

dito me ngaun comp shop oL lng ng 1HOUR

para magrelax..

baoring tlga pag nasa probinsya..

oink oink!

wawa nman ako dito..

bagot na bagot na aang buhay ko dito..

Subject: Re: it's me BONSAII Mon Oct 05, 2009 7:22 pm

BINAGYO KAYA KAMI!!

AMPFT!!

BINAHA LOOB NG BAHAY NAMIN..

PERO AYOS LANG..

DI NAMAN AKO NALUNOD..

HAHAHAHA

MASAYA AKO

BAKIT BA!!